'what I want in a husband'

Ok so here I am back for another say in what I want in a man, that is when I am ready. Now that a certain someone is out of my life....I've been able to think more clearly about what I want in a man/husband. This guy that was in my life was an amazingly wonderful man, but not my type. I wasn't attracted to him which explains why I didn't feel comfortable with him touching me. Mind you that I was able to figure this little fact out once I ended things with him. I really tried to like him or even love him, but there was no place for him in my heart unfortunately. tried to force myself to like him and I soon discovered that the more I forced it, the more I disliked him. Understand this that LOVE has to be natural and from the heart and it is not something that can be forced. Either it's there or it's not......And it wasn't. I wish the best for him in his search for the perfec wife for him. He deserves it. I know what I want in a husband. He has to be a God-fearing Man, kind, loving, gentle-hearted, Independent, hard working, strong, hairless(I can't stand hairy men) Hispanic(Preferably puerto rican or costa rican like my brother mike), olive-toned, dark beautiful island eyes, nice lips and dark beautiful silky hair. He has to be a man who has his own thing going. A man that will respect my space as I will his. He has to have a sense of humor(To make laugh) I'm pretty quite so I need a man who has something to talk about. Something interesting where it would be easy for me to open up to. We have to EQUALLY feel the exact same way about each other and not just one person with all the love and feelings. It has to be an equall partnership. I am a difficult person to crack when it comes to love and I have to fall hard for you in order for me to give up my freedom and get married. Whom ever this man may be, I think he is going to be a lucky man, and I a lucky woman. I'm not quite ready yet, but I'm almost there now that I have cleared the way of any obstacles clouding my judgement keeping me from discovering who my real husband may be. Thanks for reading my blog! Blessings, ~Tina