'what I want in a husband'

Ok so here I am back for another say in what I want in a man, that is when I am ready. Now that a certain someone is out of my life....I've been able to think more clearly about what I want in a man/husband. This guy that was in my life was an amazingly wonderful man, but not my type. I wasn't attracted to him which explains why I didn't feel comfortable with him touching me. Mind you that I was able to figure this little fact out once I ended things with him. I really tried to like him or even love him, but there was no place for him in my heart unfortunately. tried to force myself to like him and I soon discovered that the more I forced it, the more I disliked him. Understand this that LOVE has to be natural and from the heart and it is not something that can be forced. Either it's there or it's not......And it wasn't. I wish the best for him in his search for the perfec wife for him. He deserves it. I know what I want in a husband. He has to be a God-fearing Man, kind, loving, gentle-hearted, Independent, hard working, strong, hairless(I can't stand hairy men) Hispanic(Preferably puerto rican or costa rican like my brother mike), olive-toned, dark beautiful island eyes, nice lips and dark beautiful silky hair. He has to be a man who has his own thing going. A man that will respect my space as I will his. He has to have a sense of humor(To make laugh) I'm pretty quite so I need a man who has something to talk about. Something interesting where it would be easy for me to open up to. We have to EQUALLY feel the exact same way about each other and not just one person with all the love and feelings. It has to be an equall partnership. I am a difficult person to crack when it comes to love and I have to fall hard for you in order for me to give up my freedom and get married. Whom ever this man may be, I think he is going to be a lucky man, and I a lucky woman. I'm not quite ready yet, but I'm almost there now that I have cleared the way of any obstacles clouding my judgement keeping me from discovering who my real husband may be. Thanks for reading my blog! Blessings, ~Tina

SABOR LATINO

WHY DO I FEEL SO SAD?

Now tell me, Why do I feel so sad? I'm hurt. I'm angry. I'm frustrated. I'm in a situation where it's hard to adjust. I feel trapped as if there is no way out. So many things that are holding me back from the things that I want. I want to move back to Orlando, Fl, but my circumstances won't allow it...This frustrates me to the bone! I'm such the dreamer and I now hate that about myself because it doesn't get you anywhere. I have a good heart, but what does that get you......A brokenheart. So that's no good either. This is where feeling trapped comes in to play. There's no way out. I'm tired of dreaming and I'm tired of being disappointed. I'm tired of everything going bad in my life. So why do I feel so sad? I just told you. Thanks for reading my blog.

-Tina

Some random photos to view

Tina in sepia tone

Ms. Roselyn Sanchez beautiful in white!

Roselyn Sanchez on the cover of jezebel magazine.

Struggling In the spirit

I think we all can relate to this topic. The ones who want to do the right thing by God, but are struggling in the spirit because our mind is a battlefield between good and evil. I know that i am a great person inside and out, but often times things go wrong as they sometimes do and I get so angry and frustrated because nothing ever seems to go my way. You have good intentions behind what you do and that doesn't seem to get you anywhere. there are times I've felt like going out and doing hellified things in order to get what I want. Afterall, it seems people doing God knows what have dreams come true, money, wealth and or materialistic things handed to them on a silver platter, Oh, but I know better than that because that's just not the type of person I am. I love the lord and I want to do right by him, but God is a mystery. You can't always figure him out. I know we're not suppose to either, but why ask God for anything in prayer when he already has everything planned out for us regardless of what we ask for in prayer? Then at the end, we're disappointed because what we asked him for wasn't answered the way we thought it would or he simply said no to what we prayed for. I get so frustrated when this happens, because I feel like I made a fool out of myself in front of God and that's just not a great feeling to have. I must admit that I haven't had much of a relationship with God lately because of my frustrations. It's so difficult for me to talk to the lord when I'm feeling this way. Iknow that's when we should draw even closer to him in those times, but I often find that to be a challenge. I've never been able to do that. I'm working on it though. God help me. I don't blaspheme God because I know he is real and that he is a God that stands on his words. It's my own fault that I'm struggling in the spirit because I don't speak with him enough or leave my problems for him to handle or stay in his word. untill I learn to do that, I feel I'll always be the way that am. Stay strong in the Lord people even If I haven't. God is good and he will never leave you. It is us that move from him, not he other way around. Con todo mi amor, Siempre, -Tina

Constance Marie (George Lopez)

This is Constance Marie, co-star of George Lopez. What a sweetie she is. I emailed her from her official site, and weeks later received an email back from her! How kind of her and I appreciate her response! She's awesome on George Lopez! Hope to hear from her again!

Tina in HOLLYWOOD! Rumor Store in Sherman Oaks, California baby!

Wow! Look how happy I am in this photo! That's because I was! It was the happiest I had been in a very long time. For the first time I felt alive and happy in my own skin. I was in Hollywood baby and I've dreamt of Hollywood since a very young age. The dress I'm holding was the actual dress Roselyn Sanchez tried on!. That dress was the closest I was ever gonna get to Roselyn!

Back when we were little(Katina La rosa Wheeler y Roselyn Sanchez Rodriguez

Ahhh....The good ole' days! This is a picture of me and Actress Roselyn Sanchez as little girls. My guess is we were probably 5 or 6 in these photos! So young.....So innocent! Now we're all grown up now! My how time flies!!!

A Little Story about "Roselyn Sanchez"

A little story about my favorite actress Roselyn Sanchez. Well, hold on to your seats guys because it's a long story and a somewhat confusing one as well. What I mean by that is you may not not understand what I'm about to reveal in a spiritual sense.Well it goes like this. It all started when i saw her in Rush Hour 2 for the first time, but it wasn't untill "Boat Trip" when she kind of stood out to me. It was something unique and geniune about actress Roselyn Sanchez that drew me to her. It was as if we had known each other since childhood or something. I know......Very strange to feel such a connection to someone you don't even know or someone that doesn't even know you exist. I'm a very spiritual person and I believe in having a kindred spirit with people you know or even with people you don't know. I think it's your spirits way of connecting to a similar spirit known as a "Kindred Spirit". From that moment on I've felt such a divine connection to Roselyn Sanchez. I am indeed a huge admirer of hers, but it's deeper than the typical fan/celebrity relationship. I feel like I wanna know her as a person and not just some actress in television and film. It's not always like that with me. So I went on a mission to try and contact Ms. Sanchez in an attempt to find out what had me so drawn to her and to see if I was right or wrong about what I was feeling. I've tried for over 5 years now and have had no luck. I've contacted people who know and work with her in an attempt to contact her, but I keep coming up short. So I've pretty much given up, but my curiosity hasn't. I love her as a person. I feel she is a good, wholesome kind of person and I admire that about her. It's not always about wanting to meet your favorite celebrity just to get an autograph, a photo taken or t-shirt from them. Sometimes it's more meaningful than that. I've always felt that with Roselyn. Unfortunately, I haven't had the priviledge of meeting and speaking with her personally. Maybe it's just not meant to be. Sometimes in life we don't always get what we desire and that's hard to accept, but we just have to learn to live with it. Paz y Amor, Para siempre, Tina La Rosa

"WHEN I DREAM"

In the realm of reality, seems I'll never get to know you,
but when I close my eyes you become real to me, And there

where I dream, you're everything I thought you'd be......So

loving, so sweet, so kind...And only when I dream, you're a

friend of mine.

There in my dreams our friendship is possible. It has hope,

it has meaning...It has genuinity.

But when I open my eyes, It vanishes in the night

Our friendship is no longer a pressence- no longer in sight.

When I dream at night, our friendships ordained by God.

we laugh, we cry. We share another day, but it's when I open my

eyes when our friendship fades away. Poetry by:Tina To:R.Sanchez