Hello.....Here I am to share my thoughts and feelings once again. In my life I have experienced alot.....some ups, but many downs. I've wondered about my life or even questioned God wondering where is he when I'm in pain or angry or confused. I've been a dreamer since I was a very young little girl. Always wanted to sing and perform professionally, but was never able to accomplish any of it in my lifetime and my family didn't have the money to put me in classes to start me on my way on the path to my dreams. I've come close to having it all and I think I'm finally about to have my dreams in the palm of my hands, but then I take one step forward and three steps back and I'm back to where i started again. There is favor on some people on this earth and other's are cursed.....this being said by my best friend Mel. And i'm afraid that it is true. You can have the biggest dreams and desires ever, but there's no guarantee you'll ever have them.....For nothings promised to you. When we don't understand life or when we don't get what we want, We adopt pain in our hearts which later turns into anger and resentment. I have gone through this for as long as i can remember. I carry saddness everywhere i go and fear and confusion follows. I saw and endured alot as a little girl growing up and it has damaged me for life. sure I can overcome it, but reaching victory doesn't come easy for me. Life isn't fair.....but that's life! move on and deal with it. life is full of ups and downs and disappointments, but what can you do? You can not have what's not meant for you
. So what do you do? You pick yourself up and try again. I have pouted. I have cried. I have prayed for God to give me the things that I desire. He doesn't really do that and i guess I don't deserve to have the desires of my heart and I can rspect God for that if that's what he chooses. I'm a sinner living in a sinful world. Life isn't fair....but that's life!!!! No need to whine like a baby because it's not going to change the outcome. What's meant for you will be yours. You can not force anything in your life unless it's a call on your life. Be strong my sister's and brother's. Life is tough enough. Let's just stand and unite and support one another. Much love,-Tina La rosa
. So what do you do? You pick yourself up and try again. I have pouted. I have cried. I have prayed for God to give me the things that I desire. He doesn't really do that and i guess I don't deserve to have the desires of my heart and I can rspect God for that if that's what he chooses. I'm a sinner living in a sinful world. Life isn't fair....but that's life!!!! No need to whine like a baby because it's not going to change the outcome. What's meant for you will be yours. You can not force anything in your life unless it's a call on your life. Be strong my sister's and brother's. Life is tough enough. Let's just stand and unite and support one another. 